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cute panda =)

2008-06-27T16:42:00.002+08:00

woah!! the panda damn cute!! XD

cute right!! =)

random post #1

2008-06-27T16:22:00.002+08:00

damn not motivated to work in office. one word: SIANZZZZZZZ

yesterday attended Adventure Club's (TPAC) AGM.
as usual i was late due to SIP again!!!
i cabbed down because the AGM starts at 6.45pm & yet 6.30pm i still at office.

on the way to school, there is COCKROACH on the cab!
damn scary. i moved from the left to the right of the taxi.
at first, i don't want to tell the driver.
but the cockroach went overboard & climb towards me!
i just told the taxi driver & use my slipper to SMACK IT!
but the cockroach don't die...
i keep watching at it to make sure it doesn't climb to me!
& due to traffic jam, i am stuck on the cab with the cockroach for damn long!

then when i reached fountain, AGM just started.
OMG!!!
got SPIDER!!!
sunny & yanti not scare of spiders
& they kept playing. OMG!!! XD
throughout AGM, i keep looking at the spider to make sure it doesn't jump on me.
stupid sunny keep scaring me!

after the AGM, i went TM with claudine to find farhan, gracie & desmond.
as usual, we went to the open plaza.
baby cindy came for awhile too.
we talked about our love life.
i think mine was the most interesting because they keep listening.
even though i don't have love life, but i got crush life.
& those are enough to interest them. haha. =D

i think i really grew up alot this year.
i start looking things at alot different views.
i treasure life, family & friends more.
& many many more

OMG! i have lots of pictures have not upload & send & edit.

ok got to run to do all those =)

goodbye clifton ta dou.

2008-06-13T01:28:00.003+08:00

i is so sudden. life seems so fragile and unpredictable to me now.

when i received the sms in the morning 1am...
i was sleeping. i totally KOed after main comm retreat the night before at my house.
i thought i was dreaming when i saw the sms sent by kimbo in the morning saying
Clifton ta dou passed away in Brunei yesterday due to exhaustion during army training.
i thought she was joking.
it awakened me when i get to know that she wasn't joking.
i received partner kaiwen sms too. then the whole day, i received many calls and sms.
i was rushing to work & i have to hold back my tears whole day.
i don't know what to say & to react. i just wanted my SIP to end fast today.
i read msn nicks, blogs, livejournals, and i even went through all the picts we have.

on top of that,
my lovely maybelle's grandpa just passed away this morning.
she was so depressed after so much things happened since the month of MAY.
even though i know her grandpa was really very sick.
but after i received clifton's news.
i really have no idea how to console her because i can't even control my feelings.

at night, after work, i went home.
i found out my chinchilla, cutie pie. the cutest chinchilla among all has also past away.
he was still fine in the morning. hyper as usual. jumping and eating like there's no tomorrow.
at night, he just lied there in his cage. lifeless.

i wanted to tear but i can't because i'm at stupid SIP!!!
today really made me feel that life is so fragile.
so it really make me treasure every single one of my friends.
who knows what will happen tomorrow or the next moment.
I treasure my family. my friends. and every moment i had together with them.

to Clifton ta dou ♥ ,
i remembered when we are in zilra. you are always afraid that you will not be a good FA.
but the truth is,
you & terence have made zilra what it is today.
we still have outings that other empires don't know.
we have supportive freshies who became many student leaders in TP now.
we have been like ONE BIG FAMILY.

i remembered you & terence once said before:
Once a GL, forever a GL.
that has really motivated me to be GL for all three years in TP.
you gave me the chance to be a sub-empire head.
and that experienced let me learned how to be a GL and many other things. and in which helped me to be able to guide this year's GLs.

you encouraged me to run for elections last year which really never make me regret.
& your words have been aways my motivations to work for the better.
even this year elections, you encouraged me to work harder for BSC \
& you still fooled around with me during the election results day.
& that is the last day I will ever see you again :'(

since after serene's birthday, you always tell me ask you go outings,
but everytime you are not free.
you still said that you will come for the next outing and now....
i really hope you can come for the outings..but...

i will not forget your words.
& i will work harder to really help make TP a better place.
you will always be the best FA. best bro to have.
i will not forget the moments we had together. the fun we had.
the crying sessions after we lost for the whole FO. the bond you created for zilra.
May you rest in peace & you will always be remembered.

Lastly, this is the "poem" we always gave you:
大头，大头，
下雨不愁。
Zilra 有雨伞，
Clifton 有大头。

And to Maybelle ♥ ,
girl arh..i know this 2 months have been tough for you and all the girls.
i really hope we can all get through all these soon and get back to our happy life.
sometimes, some things are meant to happen.
we grew from all the experience we have. so now we have to move on.
your grandpa will want you to move on and stay happy.
you will always have us with you. & you knows it.
hope your family will 节哀顺便.

And lastly to Everyone ♥,
thanks peeps who are always out there for us.
to all the peeps who are depressed over the news, i believed he doesn't want us to be depressed over this for too long.
he hopes that we can move on.
so we should place him in our hearts forever.
bless him with all we have.
& move on to bring more joy to the friends around us.
to all, life is unpredictable and fragile. so treasure your family and friends.

first main comm meeting

2008-06-10T15:04:00.003+08:00

1st Formal Meeting of BSC Main Comm AY08/09

So long don't have long meetings since the last meeting of Main Committe AY07/08. It lasted 4 starving hours :X

However, it is so amazing. This time it lasted only 4 hours and we covered all the issues by which we took 3 meetings and at least 13 hours to finalize all the issues in the last main comm!!! We have finalized every thing and here we go for the AY 08/09! :)

This time we are going all out for BSC and we have high expectations for both Business and BSC. So lets go peeps..we can do it this year! :D

Today is our very first Main Comm Retreat @ Sentosa! We intended to roam the whole sentosa and go for Lugeeee!!!! after that steamboat at My House and of course StayOver!!! yeah :)

But sadly since I am posting this post means I am stuck at SIP :(....but I will be joining them for dinner at my house!!!

b'dae celebration for janice

2008-06-08T00:30:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JANICE!!!

Today, I met janice, grace, becca, serena and chang yong 5pm at National Library. They went KTV first.

We went to the MINDS CAFE.We ordered the 6 players package one. So we ordered:
3 munchies - fried chicken, small pizza and pototo wedges
2 crackers - spicy nachos and bbq potato chips
6 drinks - Sparkling Mango(graciie), Bubbleberry (janice), Ice Honey cameldine (serena), Mocha float(chang yong), Viennese Vanilla Float(becca) and Earl Grey Float (me !! i saw wrongly and I pronounced as Early Grey :X)
2 hours of gaming time

So we played UglyDoll, Jungle Spree, Dumbtoo, First Hand and Jenga (Truth or Dare). We were so crazy in there.

The things and forfeit we did really make us laugh our heads off.
1. Stupid reactions in Jungle Spree and First Hand
2. Chang Yong and Janice acted as traffic police
3. Janice asking another table of customers to sing birthday songs for her w/o saying "happy birthday"
4. Chang Yong dancing ballet and shouting "I love Swan Lake".
5. Blowing potatochips off weng's(by me), serena's(by janice) and grace's(by becca)stomach
6. Dancing mass dance with weng around the whole cafe
7. Walking with the block on my head around the room
8. and many more....

After all, we went to Haji Lane to find pub. End up we stopped at the walls to camwhore for around 30 minutes before we walked weng to bugis mrt and we took cab to selegie pub - The Crew House.

Emo shot

Emo shot with graciie

We ordered lychee martini for janice and a jar of coke jim beam for the rest of us. We played dices and chinaman that made janice abit drunk. But we played till everyone must drink for almost all the round. ChangYong and Serena sang their songs too.

the ring

2008-06-05T01:52:00.007+08:00

The Memories...

This ring accompanied me through all the happy, depressed and sweet moments.
Life still needs to move on.

I am now officially SINGLE and AVAILABLE!

the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian.

2008-06-03T09:19:00.006+08:00

The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian

Yesterday, together with Maybelle, Jo-An and Kah Yuen, we went to watch The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian.

It is damn nice even though I missed the first 30mins as I was late. And I never watched the first movie. I feel like watching once again.

a special phrase for all you out there.

2008-06-01T10:21:00.000+08:00

“重要的是如何生存，而不是如何死去。”
- Samuel Johnson,

十八世纪的英国文学家

English translation:
"It is all about how you live your life and not how you are going to die."

Live your life to the fullest as you will not know what will happen tomorrow.

There might not be tomorrow for us to regret what we have not done today. So we have to learn from mistakes, grow from obstacles and move on with the memories we have.

a day with tears.

2008-06-01T01:38:00.003+08:00

The whole ups-and-downs during this whole period that made me teared so much today..

Case 1: Emotion Roller Coaster before we decided to run.

At Ice Cube, me and maybelle decided to run and the rest are not sure. So we spoke on Sunday again on the phone. After much discussion, we decided to run. So we put on our blog wtih the idea:

WE(maybelle) HAVE(Liyi) OFFICIALLY(Lou) DECIDED(Jia Min) TO (Joyce) RUN!!(Jo-an)

with linkage to each other's blog. However, after 1 hour, Joyce and Jiamin decide not to run. My heart sank like hell. So we went through the struggle once again. We took down the post from our blogs and on the last day of nomination, me, Mayblle, Jo-an, Jia min & Lou decided to run and Joyce stood firm of not running.

Case 2: Left out due to SIP (sad..)

The girls took pictures in school after I submitted the nomination form and went back office. So I decided to take a picture the next day before the elections briefing. Which means sneak out of office at 5pm (when i end work at 6.30). However, the next day, all of them finished their poster when I have not took my picture. So I tried to rush. But along the way, I thought of how much I missed all the fun with the girls in school and now I cant enjoy it because I am on SIP and they will be on SIP when I come back, I just broke down at the stairway with Grace.

Jia Min i really never blame you. Loves ok...

Case 3: Printing of Posters (Stressed Up...)

After the briefing, we knew that copyland opposite school is packed and the uncle this year smart, he closed at 8pm. (He chionged for us last year till 4am). So we decided to try those printing shop at SMU area there since we thought that there is NAFA students so the printing shops will close later. But we are wrong. We tried peace centre, they are closed too. Until we found this printing supplier. He is willing to print for us early the next morning and we collect at 8am. And as long we send in before 6am, he is able to help us print. We are so lucky and it is printed on the best quality and is much cheaper than school.

Case 4: Putting up of Posters (Lost...)

We reached school at 8.30am and Jiamin has queued up since 7.30am at Xerox for us to print our A2 Posters. As we reached, Jia min need to go for lessons. So I took over at Xerox to wait for our posters. Lou & Jo-an went to book the places where we want to put our posters. Maybelle went to SAA to get our posters chopped. I felt that we are DAMN UNITED can. We know what each other is doing and we have 100% trust in each other. And we had our own place to put up the posters not worrying whether others will prioritize their posters..and we completed like at 12 noon...Edwin and us all felt lost because we took like 2 days to put up posters last year which is 4 times longer than we took this year...

Case 5: Release of results (disappointed...)

The results of my votes are unexpectedly low..I mean it dropped like 60+ votes...and all my girls got more than 200+..and I started to suspect whether do I have friends..except for the girls..and it made me think that i am so not significant for so many of my friends...many told me because my whole course is at SIP...but it will not affect so much in the votes because this year I have 1 more empire..this year is Zilra + Accion and I got SLs too...it disappoint me alot..and some bloody idiot made my blood boil by saying sarcastic words..I mean I have sent our emails to accion and zilra..I sent out emails to SLs too..and that's what I've got..

Girls..I have never blamed you all! Trust me ok!! There is someone out there who really made my blood boils!!!

Case 6: Unfairness treatment from parents (so not fair...)

As my close friends know, my weekends are normally spent to do housework. It is a responsibility to help the family that's why I never grumble. But these whole month, my sis has been working on weekends and on the days that need to do housework. So I have been doing most of the housework..and my parents never say a single word.

Last month, when I just skipped 2 weeks of housework..my parents just scolded me and what the hell...sis skipped 1 mth and you all did not say a single thing..I just skipped 2 weeks and you all scold..it's so not fair..It always happens. My parents are always complaining i am not contributing to the family when everytime I do they just take it for granted. They only see what my sis contributed.

Case 7: Everyday scolding from mom (blood boils...)

My mom have been scolding me everyday for all the small things..like when I get home I never go bathe immediately, I never take breakfast, I never do finish housework before she get home. These type of things can just say what, no need scold one mah! And today, I just said I need to go out earlier because I meeting farhan they all at AMK hub before I go back CCHMS for NPCC POP. So just scolded me and she got so flared up that she said she is going work tomorrow instead of staying home. WTBBQ!! So after brunch I decided that I not meeting Farhan they all. She got angry again. I never tell her that I canceled my appointment because she not happy. My dad told her on behalf of me.

Case 8: HIM (unable to let go...)

I thought I gave up my feelings for him. I told everyone I don't want him already. But it is just so difficult to let go. I envied those who at least experienced the happy and sweet moments before. I have never experienced it with him before and I have to let go. I think without knowing he had feeling for me before, I will be able to let go easier. But this information just kept running through my head once a while when I see couples around. I am now trying my best to let go. Let time fade the feeling away.

On a lighter note...today is my cadets' Passing-Out-Parade...

Let me introduce them to you. They are my beloved

CCHMS NPCC SEC 1 SQUAD '05/06 aka NCO SQUAD '07/08

Seeing them passing out as a united squad, I felt damn proud of them.
When they first get in NPCC, me, Gordon, Yen Shen and Xue Jun are their squad taking NCOs. They are just a bunch of spoilt and fun-loving kids who are strangers with each other. After 4 years in NPCC, I saw them grew to such a united squad made us as their very first squad taking NCOs feel very proud. We never expect so many to pass out together. Many who MIA along the way has came back to this squad. Many promoted to be staff sergeant and we are really proud of them!

This is how I can describe this squad:
"They are always fun loving. When you hear laughter, you know that's their squad. They are a bunch of hyper-active kids who will never keep still. Even though they went through much stress, tekan, drills or anything, they will never forget to have fun too. Each individual are special, and that makes the squad such a fun-loving and united one! They never forget any of their squad taking NCOs and they even included us in their videos!"

Damn Touched!

You guys will always be the best squad in CCHMS NPCC! We loves you guys!

hate myself

2008-05-31T01:50:00.004+08:00

Was always left behind, forgotten and ignored.
Just like a post-it girl.

-abandoned-

result day.

2008-05-31T01:02:00.002+08:00

The election results are shocking.
Some are happy and some are sad.
But everyone has to learn to accept the fact and move on.

Handwork has been put in, tears has been shed.
Some things you did may not be reflected and no one will take note of it.
You helped others more than you helped yourself and no one appreciated.
You may even wondered,
you helped them so much but do they helped you as much.
That's reality.
Because you are just a small fry in a mass of people.
So just accept the fact that, if you don't help yourself, who will.

Thanks to all those voted.
Thanks to all those who have helped.
Thanks to all those who never vote as well even though you all never vote.

Special thanks to partner kaiwen, sweet ronald and helpful grace. You all know why I thank you all bah.

a poststick girl.

2008-05-30T23:42:00.008+08:00

便利贴女孩的故事

便利贴女孩就是：

你需要的时候，就可以随便拿到、不需要的时候，撕下来就可以丢掉。呼之即来、挥之即去。不占空间、永远安静。好撕不黏手、不留痕迹容易忘记。常常被伤害自己的人留下来伤心。

她就是知道自己明明不是小妹却帮着大家跑腿，明明自己很忙却重来都不敢拒绝别人的要求。因为她很平凡，长相平凡，个性平凡，平凡到常被别人遗忘她的存在。

她的个性，说好听呢，就是善解人意、乐于助人。就算自己吃亏，也完全不会跟别人计较。但其实她是个胆小鬼！她是个怕拒绝人家、怕得罪人家，就算吃了亏也不敢吭声，一个彻彻底底没有自我的人！没有个性，就是她的个性。

她最喜欢的童话故事就是灰姑娘。她也只会选择听会姑娘的故事。因为她觉得她的生活就和灰姑娘的故事一模一样。

她相信只要自己愿意付出，真心对人，幸福就会自己来敲门。她也觉得平凡没什么不好。平凡才最有力量。千万不要放弃，因为总有一天看得到她的王子会出现的。

她是个把愿望全都需给被人的人。她给她自己许的愿望很平凡：

希望有人会记得她的生日，而给她一个大惊喜
希望她能找到真心喜欢她，她也喜欢的人
希望有人能在她讲话时，认真地听她讲完话
希望每次朋友出去时，记得也叫她（每次都是她打给朋友，朋友才跟她说）
希望有人在她伤心难过时，有人会注意到她，而去安慰她
希望朋友不要每次忘记她的存在

她的人生就是这样的平凡、寂寞与轻易的被人遗忘。

English translation:

What is a post-it note?
The Post-it note is a piece of stationery with a re-adherable strip of adhesive on the back, designed for temporarily attaching notes to documents and to other surfaces: walls, desks, computer displays, and so forth. The Post-it notes can be easily attached and removed without leaving marks or residue.

A post-it note girl is someone who is like the post-it note. She could be found easily when you need it, throw her aside easily when you don't need her, easily forgotten and no one will care for her.

She is someone who wont reject any requests from anybody despite how busy is she or how unwilling is she. She is one who will not complain, whine or grumble when she is bullied.

However, she believed that if she use her heart and soul to treat everyone, one day, someone will appreciate her. And she believe in simplicity.

Her looks and character are all so simple. She is one that doesn't make decision on her own. Her wishes are as simple as herself. She always wish for the benefit of other people. Only a few are for herself:

She hopes that someone will remember her birthday and give her a big surprise party.
She hopes that someone will love her truthfully.
She hopes that someone will listen to what she have to say instead of talking among themselves
She hopes that her friends will call her out instead of her calling her friends and her friends just inform her upon her asking
She hopes that someone will notice her whenever she is sad,angry or moody.
She hopes that someone will always remember her existence

Her life is so simple, lonely and easily forgetten by others

bsc main comm '07/08

2008-05-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

My Second Family - BSC Main Comm '07/08

Today is the last day of voting!

Thanks to all those who took the effort to go down to cyber centre to vote for us. Special thanks to the girls who have been there for each other since last ay, Gracie and Accion who helped so much in campaigning for us, all our friends who helped us along the way.

Tomorrow is result day. Damn nervous. It linked back to last year result day:

"All of us were at Sentosa helping out for the SWATCH Volleyball event. We did not take the cab and we were on the bus listening to result. We screamed like nobody's business and the whole bus was cramped with people. Kimbo was president for TPSU and she just dumped her bag down with us and run from the school bus stop to the lounge. When we reached lounge, everyone was like congratulating us and we were like superstar because we received quite high votes...."

Tomorrow we will be wearing the lime gree SL shirt together with our SWATCH watch (1 year anniversary).

For those interested to like to know the first hand result of the elections, it is opened to the public. Results will be released at 6pm sharp at Student Lounge.

our decision

2008-05-27T01:52:00.000+08:00

We have decided to run for BSC again!

VOTING STARTS ON TUESDAY TILL THURSDAY.
11AM - 6PM.
CYBER CENTRE (near mensa lvl 1, SDC building)
MUST bring matric card if not cannot vote ah.

FAQ
everyone is entitled to FIFTEEN votes for their respective studies club (e.g. BSC). and no, you cannot give all your 15votes to the same person (i swear all i love all the pple who ask whether they can vote 15x for me. HAHA).
can only vote once for each person, but yes, you can don't use up all your votes. so please don't go click on any random handsome guy cause every vote really counts.

for SU, everyone is entitled to 13votes. same rules apply as for the studies club voting.
SU & BSC voting are on separate voting pages so do go click click click and vote for both sides okay?

LOVE EVERYONE WHO IS GOING TO VOTE :)

for BSC:

we come in a package of FIVE, so please vote for all of us tgt :) :)
(jo-an's at the second row, and the rest of us at the third row in the voting system!)

Vote for:

JIAMIN, LOU-LIN, LIYI, JO-AN, MAYBELLE!

Also vote for:

SHI HUI, CINDY, TRACY & LINGYU

For TPSU, vote for:

KAHYUEN, EDWIN, TATYI, GERALDINE, JOHN, GIDEON, CLAUDINE, BRANDON & YVONNE

FOR DSC:

AMOS, CHRYSTAL & ISSAC

FOR ESC:

SAMUEL

Seriously every vote counts, so vote wisely! and thank you if you have voted! :)

loves loves loves you all lotsa lotsa lotsa! <3

this is specially for you.

2008-05-26T23:01:00.008+08:00

This song is specially for you. I know it is a tough period but remember we will be there for you. Even though it really hurts to you see in such a bad state but I really hope you will get over it and be the usual self again.

Simple Plan - Save You.

Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

Ooh Ooh
I wish that I could tell you something
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better

Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know that

If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you

Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

You went through the happy moments together before. That's the thing you should remember. Let go the bad memories and carry on. Life still have to go on and the world wont stop spinning for you. No one could decide your life for you except yourself.

"Whether to let go and enjoy the happy moments of life or to continue to dwell over the past and miss out all the possible fun in your life. This all depends on you."

This may sound harsh but these are true words i want to tell you. I really dont wish to see you dwell over it for too long. This is our last year and I really don't want to see you graduate with regrets of missing out all the fun you should be getting in your remaining days in TP.

And this is one more song for you.....

That's What Friends Are For.

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember ...

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember ...

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
(*Thats what friends are for*)

stepping down.

2008-05-17T23:52:00.006+08:00

SL Appreciation Dinner - the last event as bsc main comm '07/08...

Stepping down isn't as easy as we thought. I can confidently say all 6 of us are so obsessed with bsc main comm '07/08, that we doesn't want it to end. It's where we met, grew, learn and found the best ever friends. Our heart sank so hard that we teared so much over the last meeting till SL Appreciation. None of us want to step down nor end everything. It chains back all the memories we had for the past one year.

"no more scoldings over walkies, no more proposal,finance and report, no more playing in the LT with songs like 'won't go home w/o you', no more sleepless night preparations for events, no more opening of classroom as we like, no more everyday's "who's got key", no more slacking n bitching in BSC room, no more camwhoring, no more sleeping in corridors listening to jo-an's snoring, no more long debriefs, no more scandaling with other clubs, no more meetings, no more gmail-ing...so many no mores that we can't put down...."

i really really really love bsc alot. bsc has been my second home, second family and it gave me the best memories in my life. The girls who went through my ups-and-downs moments in my whole year, laughing at my language and whom i feel are the bestest friends i can ever have in my entire life.

and to all those out there who joined in our events before. we hope you enjoyed our events and thanks for joining. And to all those who misses us, the bsc main comm ay'07/08, thanks for all your encouragement and support. it is really happy that we got all your blessing before we step down. we really appreciate it..thanks peeps!!! :)

Despite all the emo stuffs, we still have our usuals outings....

Chomps + Ice3

desserts/fondue

the ones that i love so much

(Chomps Dinner + Ice3 Dessert)

joyce, maybelle, jiamin, jo-an, lou-lin, serene, sam..thanks for all the memories, support and fun that you all gave me..really love you gals lotsa lotsa.. <3..i style="font-weight: bold;">WE ARE THE BEST MAIN COMM!!! :D

爱与缘份

2008-05-12T13:32:00.003+08:00

Last 2 weeks I forced myself to totally gave up on him. 2 days ago, someone told me that he like me before.

I am very happy to hear that but it also let me think alot. I feel so regretful of not taking up the courage to confess every time. I think I have been thinking of confessing for around 5-6 times, but I was always so afraid of rejection. Even though, so many friends have said that he do has feeling for me, but I am always so unsure about his feeling.

I thought I have put down the feeling I have for him, but I am so sad to hear that he don't like me already.

I have been crying last night. I feel so helpless. I don't really know what to do. And I don't know who to talk to. I think I really like him alot. I can't put down the feeling for him but I have to. STUPID GAL YOU MUST GIVE UP THE FEELING FOR HIM. (no choice)

However, I still tell YOU how I feel:

我很想对你说： “对不起，我真得很喜欢你。我没办法放下对你的爱。既然缘分不让我们在一起，我也没办法继续爱你。但我重来没有埋怨上天让你出现在我的生命里。谢谢这一年来你给与我所有美丽的回忆。在我心里，你永远占有一个特别的位子。 ”

I know is very cheesy and childish.

Thanks all those who supported me and give me advices during the past 1 year plus. Sorry to disappoint you all. Especially Maybelle, Serene, Jia Min, Joyce, Jo-An, Weng Hao, Kai Wen(partner), Gracie, Ronald, Caleb, Nic Cheong, Zilra, Accion, BSC, etc.

我不能和他许下任何海誓山盟这样他就没有任何机会实言了.

-Yes 933's Podcast 罐头剧场 - 暗巷2