Last 2 weeks I forced myself to totally gave up on him. 2 days ago, someone told me that he like me before.
I am very happy to hear that but it also let me think alot. I feel so regretful of not taking up the courage to confess every time. I think I have been thinking of confessing for around 5-6 times, but I was always so afraid of rejection. Even though, so many friends have said that he do has feeling for me, but I am always so unsure about his feeling.
I thought I have put down the feeling I have for him, but I am so sad to hear that he don't like me already.
I have been crying last night. I feel so helpless. I don't really know what to do. And I don't know who to talk to. I think I really like him alot. I can't put down the feeling for him but I have to. STUPID GAL YOU MUST GIVE UP THE FEELING FOR HIM. (no choice)
However, I still tell YOU how I feel:
I know is very cheesy and childish.
Thanks all those who supported me and give me advices during the past 1 year plus. Sorry to disappoint you all. Especially Maybelle, Serene, Jia Min, Joyce, Jo-An, Weng Hao, Kai Wen(partner), Gracie, Ronald, Caleb, Nic Cheong, Zilra, Accion, BSC, etc.
I am very happy to hear that but it also let me think alot. I feel so regretful of not taking up the courage to confess every time. I think I have been thinking of confessing for around 5-6 times, but I was always so afraid of rejection. Even though, so many friends have said that he do has feeling for me, but I am always so unsure about his feeling.
I thought I have put down the feeling I have for him, but I am so sad to hear that he don't like me already.
I have been crying last night. I feel so helpless. I don't really know what to do. And I don't know who to talk to. I think I really like him alot. I can't put down the feeling for him but I have to. STUPID GAL YOU MUST GIVE UP THE FEELING FOR HIM. (no choice)
However, I still tell YOU how I feel:
我很想对你说: “对不起,我真得很喜欢你。 我没办法放下对你的爱。 既然缘分不让我们在一起,我也没办法继续爱你。但我重来没有埋怨上天让你出现在我的生命里。谢谢这一年来你给与我所有美丽的回忆。在我心里, 你永远占有一个特别的位子。 ”
I know is very cheesy and childish.
Thanks all those who supported me and give me advices during the past 1 year plus. Sorry to disappoint you all. Especially Maybelle, Serene, Jia Min, Joyce, Jo-An, Weng Hao, Kai Wen(partner), Gracie, Ronald, Caleb, Nic Cheong, Zilra, Accion, BSC, etc.
我不能和他许下任何海誓山盟 这样他就没有任何机会实言了.
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