Was always left behind, forgotten and ignored.
Just like a post-it girl.
-abandoned-
hate myself
Saturday, May 31, 2008, it's 1:50 AM.
Was always left behind, forgotten and ignored.
Just like a post-it girl.
-abandoned-
result day.
.
The election results are shocking.
Some are happy and some are sad.
But everyone has to learn to accept the fact and move on.
Handwork has been put in, tears has been shed.
Some things you did may not be reflected and no one will take note of it.
You helped others more than you helped yourself and no one appreciated.
You may even wondered,
you helped them so much but do they helped you as much.
That's reality.
Because you are just a small fry in a mass of people.
So just accept the fact that, if you don't help yourself, who will.
Thanks to all those voted.
Thanks to all those who have helped.
Thanks to all those who never vote as well even though you all never vote.
Special thanks to partner kaiwen, sweet ronald and helpful grace. You all know why I thank you all bah.
Some are happy and some are sad.
But everyone has to learn to accept the fact and move on.
Handwork has been put in, tears has been shed.
Some things you did may not be reflected and no one will take note of it.
You helped others more than you helped yourself and no one appreciated.
You may even wondered,
you helped them so much but do they helped you as much.
That's reality.
Because you are just a small fry in a mass of people.
So just accept the fact that, if you don't help yourself, who will.
Thanks to all those voted.
Thanks to all those who have helped.
Thanks to all those who never vote as well even though you all never vote.
Special thanks to partner kaiwen, sweet ronald and helpful grace. You all know why I thank you all bah.
a poststick girl.
Friday, May 30, 2008, it's 11:42 PM.
便利贴女孩的故事
便利贴女孩就是：
你需要的时候，就可以随便拿到、不需要的时候，撕下来就可以丢掉。呼之即来、挥之即去。不占空间、永远安静。好撕不黏手、不留痕迹容易忘记。常常被伤害自己的人留下来伤心。
她就是知道自己明明不是小妹却帮着大家跑腿，明明自己很忙却重来都不敢拒绝别人的要求。因为她很平凡， 长相平凡，个性平凡，平凡到常被别人遗忘她的存在。
她的个性，说好听呢，就是善解人意、乐于助人。就算自己吃亏，也完全不会跟别人计较。但其实她是个胆小鬼！她是个怕拒绝人家、怕得罪人家，就算吃了亏也不敢吭声， 一个彻彻底底没有自我的人！没有个性， 就是她的个性。
她最喜欢的童话故事就是灰姑娘。 她也只会选择听会姑娘的故事。因为她觉得她的生活就和灰姑娘的故事一模一样。
她相信只要自己愿意付出，真心对人，幸福就会自己来敲门。 她也觉得平凡没什么不好。 平凡才最有力量。 千万不要放弃，因为总有一天看得到她的王子会出现的。
她是个把愿望全都需给被人的人。她给她自己许的愿望很平凡：
- 希望有人会记得她的生日，而给她一个大惊喜
- 希望她能找到真心喜欢她，她也喜欢的人
- 希望有人能在她讲话时，认真地听她讲完话
- 希望每次朋友出去时，记得也叫她 （每次都是她打给朋友，朋友才跟她说）
- 希望有人在她伤心难过时， 有人会注意到她， 而去安慰她
- 希望朋友不要每次忘记她的存在
English translation:
What is a post-it note?
The Post-it note is a piece of stationery with a re-adherable strip of adhesive on the back, designed for temporarily attaching notes to documents and to other surfaces: walls, desks, computer displays, and so forth. The Post-it notes can be easily attached and removed without leaving marks or residue.
A post-it note girl is someone who is like the post-it note. She could be found easily when you need it, throw her aside easily when you don't need her, easily forgotten and no one will care for her.
She is someone who wont reject any requests from anybody despite how busy is she or how unwilling is she. She is one who will not complain, whine or grumble when she is bullied.
However, she believed that if she use her heart and soul to treat everyone, one day, someone will appreciate her. And she believe in simplicity.
Her looks and character are all so simple. She is one that doesn't make decision on her own. Her wishes are as simple as herself. She always wish for the benefit of other people. Only a few are for herself:
- She hopes that someone will remember her birthday and give her a big surprise party.
- She hopes that someone will love her truthfully.
- She hopes that someone will listen to what she have to say instead of talking among themselves
- She hopes that her friends will call her out instead of her calling her friends and her friends just inform her upon her asking
- She hopes that someone will notice her whenever she is sad,angry or moody.
- She hopes that someone will always remember her existence
bsc main comm '07/08
Thursday, May 29, 2008, it's 11:52 PM.
My Second Family - BSC Main Comm '07/08
Today is the last day of voting!
Thanks to all those who took the effort to go down to cyber centre to vote for us. Special thanks to the girls who have been there for each other since last ay, Gracie and Accion who helped so much in campaigning for us, all our friends who helped us along the way.
Tomorrow is result day. Damn nervous. It linked back to last year result day:
"All of us were at Sentosa helping out for the SWATCH Volleyball event. We did not take the cab and we were on the bus listening to result. We screamed like nobody's business and the whole bus was cramped with people. Kimbo was president for TPSU and she just dumped her bag down with us and run from the school bus stop to the lounge. When we reached lounge, everyone was like congratulating us and we were like superstar because we received quite high votes...."
Thanks to all those who took the effort to go down to cyber centre to vote for us. Special thanks to the girls who have been there for each other since last ay, Gracie and Accion who helped so much in campaigning for us, all our friends who helped us along the way.
Tomorrow is result day. Damn nervous. It linked back to last year result day:
"All of us were at Sentosa helping out for the SWATCH Volleyball event. We did not take the cab and we were on the bus listening to result. We screamed like nobody's business and the whole bus was cramped with people. Kimbo was president for TPSU and she just dumped her bag down with us and run from the school bus stop to the lounge. When we reached lounge, everyone was like congratulating us and we were like superstar because we received quite high votes...."
Tomorrow we will be wearing the lime gree SL shirt together with our SWATCH watch (1 year anniversary).
For those interested to like to know the first hand result of the elections, it is opened to the public. Results will be released at 6pm sharp at Student Lounge.
our decision
Tuesday, May 27, 2008, it's 1:52 AM.
We have decided to run for BSC again!
VOTING STARTS ON TUESDAY TILL THURSDAY.
11AM - 6PM.
CYBER CENTRE (near mensa lvl 1, SDC building)
MUST bring matric card if not cannot vote ah.
11AM - 6PM.
CYBER CENTRE (near mensa lvl 1, SDC building)
MUST bring matric card if not cannot vote ah.
FAQ
everyone is entitled to FIFTEEN votes for their respective studies club (e.g. BSC). and no, you cannot give all your 15votes to the same person (i swear all i love all the pple who ask whether they can vote 15x for me. HAHA).
can only vote once for each person, but yes, you can don't use up all your votes. so please don't go click on any random handsome guy cause every vote really counts.
for SU, everyone is entitled to 13votes. same rules apply as for the studies club voting.
SU & BSC voting are on separate voting pages so do go click click click and vote for both sides okay?
LOVE EVERYONE WHO IS GOING TO VOTE :)
for BSC:
we come in a package of FIVE, so please vote for all of us tgt :) :)
(jo-an's at the second row, and the rest of us at the third row in the voting system!)
Vote for:
JIAMIN, LOU-LIN, LIYI, JO-AN, MAYBELLE!
Also vote for:
SHI HUI, CINDY, TRACY & LINGYU
For TPSU, vote for:
KAHYUEN, EDWIN, TATYI, GERALDINE, JOHN, GIDEON, CLAUDINE, BRANDON & YVONNE
FOR DSC:
AMOS, CHRYSTAL & ISSAC
FOR ESC:
SAMUEL
Seriously every vote counts, so vote wisely! and thank you if you have voted! :)
loves loves loves you all lotsa lotsa lotsa! <3
this is specially for you.
Monday, May 26, 2008, it's 11:01 PM.
This song is specially for you. I know it is a tough period but remember we will be there for you. Even though it really hurts to you see in such a bad state but I really hope you will get over it and be the usual self again.
You went through the happy moments together before. That's the thing you should remember. Let go the bad memories and carry on. Life still have to go on and the world wont stop spinning for you. No one could decide your life for you except yourself.
"Whether to let go and enjoy the happy moments of life or to continue to dwell over the past and miss out all the possible fun in your life. This all depends on you."
This may sound harsh but these are true words i want to tell you. I really dont wish to see you dwell over it for too long. This is our last year and I really don't want to see you graduate with regrets of missing out all the fun you should be getting in your remaining days in TP.
And this is one more song for you.....
Simple Plan - Save You.
Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
Ooh Ooh
I wish that I could tell you something
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know that
If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you
Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you
You went through the happy moments together before. That's the thing you should remember. Let go the bad memories and carry on. Life still have to go on and the world wont stop spinning for you. No one could decide your life for you except yourself.
"Whether to let go and enjoy the happy moments of life or to continue to dwell over the past and miss out all the possible fun in your life. This all depends on you."
This may sound harsh but these are true words i want to tell you. I really dont wish to see you dwell over it for too long. This is our last year and I really don't want to see you graduate with regrets of missing out all the fun you should be getting in your remaining days in TP.
And this is one more song for you.....
That's What Friends Are For.
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember ...
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember ...
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
(*Thats what friends are for*)
stepping down.
Saturday, May 17, 2008, it's 11:52 PM.
SL Appreciation Dinner - the last event as bsc main comm '07/08...
Stepping down isn't as easy as we thought. I can confidently say all 6 of us are so obsessed with bsc main comm '07/08, that we doesn't want it to end. It's where we met, grew, learn and found the best ever friends. Our heart sank so hard that we teared so much over the last meeting till SL Appreciation. None of us want to step down nor end everything. It chains back all the memories we had for the past one year.
"no more scoldings over walkies, no more proposal,finance and report, no more playing in the LT with songs like 'won't go home w/o you', no more sleepless night preparations for events, no more opening of classroom as we like, no more everyday's "who's got key", no more slacking n bitching in BSC room, no more camwhoring, no more sleeping in corridors listening to jo-an's snoring, no more long debriefs, no more scandaling with other clubs, no more meetings, no more gmail-ing...so many no mores that we can't put down...."
i really really really love bsc alot. bsc has been my second home, second family and it gave me the best memories in my life. The girls who went through my ups-and-downs moments in my whole year, laughing at my language and whom i feel are the bestest friends i can ever have in my entire life.
and to all those out there who joined in our events before. we hope you enjoyed our events and thanks for joining. And to all those who misses us, the bsc main comm ay'07/08, thanks for all your encouragement and support. it is really happy that we got all your blessing before we step down. we really appreciate it..thanks peeps!!! :)
Despite all the emo stuffs, we still have our usuals outings....
Chomps + Ice3
desserts/fondue
the ones that i love so much
(Chomps Dinner + Ice3 Dessert)
Stepping down isn't as easy as we thought. I can confidently say all 6 of us are so obsessed with bsc main comm '07/08, that we doesn't want it to end. It's where we met, grew, learn and found the best ever friends. Our heart sank so hard that we teared so much over the last meeting till SL Appreciation. None of us want to step down nor end everything. It chains back all the memories we had for the past one year.
"no more scoldings over walkies, no more proposal,finance and report, no more playing in the LT with songs like 'won't go home w/o you', no more sleepless night preparations for events, no more opening of classroom as we like, no more everyday's "who's got key", no more slacking n bitching in BSC room, no more camwhoring, no more sleeping in corridors listening to jo-an's snoring, no more long debriefs, no more scandaling with other clubs, no more meetings, no more gmail-ing...so many no mores that we can't put down...."
i really really really love bsc alot. bsc has been my second home, second family and it gave me the best memories in my life. The girls who went through my ups-and-downs moments in my whole year, laughing at my language and whom i feel are the bestest friends i can ever have in my entire life.
and to all those out there who joined in our events before. we hope you enjoyed our events and thanks for joining. And to all those who misses us, the bsc main comm ay'07/08, thanks for all your encouragement and support. it is really happy that we got all your blessing before we step down. we really appreciate it..thanks peeps!!! :)
Despite all the emo stuffs, we still have our usuals outings....
Chomps + Ice3
desserts/fondue
the ones that i love so much(Chomps Dinner + Ice3 Dessert)
joyce, maybelle, jiamin, jo-an, lou-lin, serene, sam..thanks for all the memories, support and fun that you all gave me..really love you gals lotsa lotsa.. <3..i style="font-weight: bold;">WE ARE THE BEST MAIN COMM!!! :D
爱与缘份
Monday, May 12, 2008, it's 1:32 PM.
Last 2 weeks I forced myself to totally gave up on him. 2 days ago, someone told me that he like me before.
I am very happy to hear that but it also let me think alot. I feel so regretful of not taking up the courage to confess every time. I think I have been thinking of confessing for around 5-6 times, but I was always so afraid of rejection. Even though, so many friends have said that he do has feeling for me, but I am always so unsure about his feeling.
I thought I have put down the feeling I have for him, but I am so sad to hear that he don't like me already.
I have been crying last night. I feel so helpless. I don't really know what to do. And I don't know who to talk to. I think I really like him alot. I can't put down the feeling for him but I have to. STUPID GAL YOU MUST GIVE UP THE FEELING FOR HIM. (no choice)
However, I still tell YOU how I feel:
I know is very cheesy and childish.
Thanks all those who supported me and give me advices during the past 1 year plus. Sorry to disappoint you all. Especially Maybelle, Serene, Jia Min, Joyce, Jo-An, Weng Hao, Kai Wen(partner), Gracie, Ronald, Caleb, Nic Cheong, Zilra, Accion, BSC, etc.
I am very happy to hear that but it also let me think alot. I feel so regretful of not taking up the courage to confess every time. I think I have been thinking of confessing for around 5-6 times, but I was always so afraid of rejection. Even though, so many friends have said that he do has feeling for me, but I am always so unsure about his feeling.
I thought I have put down the feeling I have for him, but I am so sad to hear that he don't like me already.
I have been crying last night. I feel so helpless. I don't really know what to do. And I don't know who to talk to. I think I really like him alot. I can't put down the feeling for him but I have to. STUPID GAL YOU MUST GIVE UP THE FEELING FOR HIM. (no choice)
However, I still tell YOU how I feel:
我很想对你说： “对不起，我真得很喜欢你。 我没办法放下对你的爱。 既然缘分不让我们在一起，我也没办法继续爱你。但我重来没有埋怨上天让你出现在我的生命里。谢谢这一年来你给与我所有美丽的回忆。在我心里， 你永远占有一个特别的位子。 ”
I know is very cheesy and childish.
Thanks all those who supported me and give me advices during the past 1 year plus. Sorry to disappoint you all. Especially Maybelle, Serene, Jia Min, Joyce, Jo-An, Weng Hao, Kai Wen(partner), Gracie, Ronald, Caleb, Nic Cheong, Zilra, Accion, BSC, etc.
我不能和他许下任何海誓山盟 这样他就没有任何机会实言了.
-Yes 933's Podcast 罐头剧场 - 暗巷2
